Today I feel determined to achieve my goals this year, I have had this feeling, this draw, this urge to better myself for quite some time. It is exhilarating and exciting, I am driven......but I do not have cash to feed my engine of motivation. I am waiting out on March, after march I can really get back into full swing, this month is going to be a lot of planning and arranging, I will also be looking over my text books and studying on my own. I want to learn Japanese more than anything else in the world, I have a dream and I want to transform it into a plan and then a reality. I will not lay down and let myself fall into the pit of mediocrity.