Days flow by

and weeks seem to merge until months pass by without notice. I have been busy, very busy actually, my days are packed with work and my evenings are usually filled with social activities, I am not complaining however, I enjoy it. After next week I will have sorted out a lot of things, from there I will be able to arrange my education a little better, I still have a long way to go with Japanese. I want to travel to Japan on a work visa and see how I handle it, better to test the water than jump right in, maybe I will be able to afford it next year, or perhaps 2010, I set the goal of getting there before I am 25, that gives me a little under 3 years. I have done a lot of financial planning this last month and I got a lot of debt paid off, I owe a very small percentage of what I did five weeks past, things are going very well.
Still you cannot have light without casting shadows, my uncle and my grandmother both have cancer and my great aunt is unlikely to last till the summer. Being so far from Jannah pains me and I find myself saddened many days of the month, I have also become alienated from my friends and find I spend less and less time with them.
Maybe I just need to get my life in order before I concern myself with trivial social matters or perhaps the social matters are more important than the others.

Jay